Ermerm.
Written on: Monday, October 13, 2008
Time: 10/13/2008 06:43:00 PM
Speechless.Time: 10/13/2008 06:43:00 PM
Just feeling to blog .
Haha.
School today.
Pathetic miserably lonely~
Cos Serene , Jiahui , Nichelle all nvr come sch. )':
Then all nvr tell me -.-
Luckily got 2 Charmaines to accompany me.
Lol.
Take back some papers .
Pass all , or rather flunked all.
Results are below for today :
E.maths paper 1 : 51/80 ( Others got 60/70++)
Mother tongue : 65/100 ( 7th in the level )
Chemistry : 51/100 ( Maybe I should drop ? )
Geography : 27/50 ( Unexpected -.- )
Social studies : 39/50 ( Awww. i thought i'll fail ) .
Reviewed paper till 2.00 ?
Then watched a history video.
As Im not a historian , I chose to sleep.
& School end , I just woke up -.-
Then my right face got red red line. >.<
My whole hands went numb.
Ahhh , cnt blame. I always like tht.
Then go sch opp eat with my girlfriend & Elaine (:
Homed then.
&Im not posting this few days , cos my laptop is seriously injuired -.-
Saddening .
Long post .
Written on: Saturday, October 11, 2008
Time: 10/11/2008 10:43:00 PM
Time: 10/11/2008 10:43:00 PM
Last paper ( Physics ) was on Friday .I was like studying very hard. Cos I know the physics paper would be damn hard -.-
I think it was the only chapter tht Im able to study finish within 1 day?
So Im quite confident of doing.
But but.. Idk how to describe the feeling leh.
Just when Im going to sch to take my last paper ...
The first thing I saw when I open the door is a crow =.-
Damn it.
Crow = sth bad.
So maybe I'll fail my paper.
Nvrmind , let bygone be bygone.
I also cnt do anything to it ( Awwwww... )
So after the paper , I went home to prepare, then went to Serene lover hse there to meet her & wenhui.
& headed to Swensens.
Wah , they wear till sooooo damn nice. I look so lok cok leh -.-
Haha.
Ate Salmon & Mushroom pasta ( Preloved )
Although it' in small portion , but if you eat slowly ( like how I eat ) will be quite full.
Hehe.
Oh, when I saw serene and wenhui eating their beloved choco icecream ,
I was like ... nagging at them tht eating too much later become fat.
Lmao.
Duno what happen leh , this few days im eating lesser & lesser.
I used to eat alot until I happy. & Tht's why Im so fat . XD
Then Bugis-ed . Bought a top & a denim skirt.
I dun used to wear skirt , be honoured when you see me wearing one.
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Oh & like finally I got one perfect weekend for me to relax.
Im lovin't it.
Haha.
Wake up watch my favourite show , Doraemon x)
Then go brush teeth etc etc.
Went to Tmart Mac ( -.- ) for breakfast with mama & Joanne + Derrick.
& I was reluctant to go at first .
Cos Im freaking tired of it >.<
But , Im hungry so bo bian.
If not must wait very long time for them to ta bao for me ):
Tried to Karai fillet , normal laa. Nothing special -.-
Then go walk walk one round at Tmart. Nothing much so went home.
We went home to prepare cos Joanne want to buy her graduation night clothes.
So I say go Paya Lebar THIS FASHON .
Off we go. Reached there shopped.
I was like choosing my own clothes & I finally chose one formal , ILOVEDITVMUCH.
Then went to fitting room , found out the thread on the zip there come out.
( fucked up )
Mama asked the lady to check whether got another piece , & know what ?
She go inside the room less than 1 min come out say dun hv.
( Wtf ?! )
I jitao sian -.-
Totally moodless.
So bought my sis dress . Mama say go back tamp see.
So went back to Tamp de C.O.A.X . Bought a off shoulder top instead of my beloved formal.
Duno which pig go try until the zip thread come out. Causing me to be moodless for tht half day .
Then CS there shop 1 round & homed.
Im STUPID
Written on: Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Time: 10/07/2008 12:32:00 PM
Time: 10/07/2008 12:32:00 PM
So freaking upset with myself .Suddenly I changed another person.
I used to study very hard for exams,
But now like shit.
But but I still got study leh, maybe lesser than before ?
Duno lah .
I just know that my EOYS definitely will be very bad )':
I stayed at home , hid in my room & study fo several hours.
But ? I thought Im well prepared,but Im not.
I cannot solve a lot of maths questions sia.
I left a lot of questions blank , worth 20-30 marks.
Like that the paper 2 over 100, already loss so much.
Wth , wasted. Blame myself then.
Or maybe Mr Vinay ? Hahaha. Set the paper like sec 4 paper.
Yesterday Chemistry also die .
Sian loh, I intended to drop Amaths sia.
Now , I think if I need to study very hard like bookworm to pass my Amaths.
Like that then can drop Pure sciences. Hahaha.
Oh ya , I almost forget.
I DUN LIKE ( instead of hate as g.f say no good ) Ms Santha.
So do other Eastview-ians,
Today early in the morning.
Bell rang , walking back to class.
Then she stopped us ( Serene , S.maine , Sharon , Elaine , Miegan & me )
' Unroll your skirts now '
'Oh fuck ' , we also like that . Cannot do anything.
My skirt unfold is damn long -.-
So keep complaining , while walking back to class.
Im lucky than others cos I only unfold skirts.
They still need to tie hair , pull up their socks.
As mine , is white ankle socks so cnt pull up alr xD
Hahaha.
Bye people. I meeting Jingyi and Serene to study Geography later (:
My family sucks
Written on: Saturday, October 4, 2008
Time: 10/04/2008 01:29:00 PM
I hate my parents.Time: 10/04/2008 01:29:00 PM
I hate my sibliings.
I hate myself for being a part of this family.
I hate my family.
Cruelty and violent are the only words that I can describe them.
Sensitive and having an unbalanced attitude are the words that they describe me.
I grew up in an envoirment which is full of vulgarities.
There is no such word as warmth found in my family dictionary.
Laughter and joy are found sometimes but it doesn't last.
I have a quarrel with Derrick today just now.
I nvr shout at him , but he yelled at me FIRST.
So with my character , I went up to him and gave him a tight slap .
And, he used his 'bull' strength and hit me back .
So a 'war' started.
And this war awaken Daniel .
So it involves my mom , Daniel , Derrick and me.
Soon , war ended and another war between Daniel and Derrick started.
As a mother , she rang up my father.
My father came home 1 min after all of us cooled down.
So another 'war' arised.
& my father grabbing my both hands together , gave me 5 tight slaps on both my cheeks.
Causing it to be red and swollen , from that moment , I dun regard him as my father.
Sitting one side and appreciating the nice show, my mom and brothers did not pull him back,
But let my father continued to slap me.
Thus , the word cruel and violent came in.
After which , my whole body was trembling with fear and I told my mom.
She said : ' Good loh '
Fine, If IM JOANNE . For sure , she'll argued like crazy with my father.
But Im not , what to do ?
So I went to washed my face and hid in my room.
Let my father scold them , scold/beat them til die also NONE OF MY BUSINESS.
After awhile he rushed back to work.
And the whole house regained the peacefulness.
I want go out study , my father say cannot ask me stay at home.
I stayed at home , yet these things happen.
What should I do ?
$281.60 TO BE PAID to M1 within 5 days , $133.33 TO BE PAID to ahyi whithin 2 days.
Where to find money ?
I envy people whose handphone bill is paid by their parents, but mine is I pay for myself.
I envy people whose family are loving.
I envy people whose parents gave them the freedom , one teenage should have.
I envy people who no need to work.
I envy others but not myself.
EOYS
Written on: Friday, October 3, 2008
Time: 10/03/2008 01:31:00 PM
Time: 10/03/2008 01:31:00 PM
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I love my purple carebear
Thank you very much, girls .
Lol
Sat for 5 paper alr. Left with 8 more (:
English paper & Social studies jitao die x'(
No hope, I suppose?
Maths paper 1 is quite okay. Thank you Ms Quek .
Hahaha.
But we was told tht maths paper 2 will be harder =s
Gah , Now my only hope for humanities would be Geography.
( Go Jasmine go ~ )
Lol
I need money , money and money who will be the kind soul to drop $1000 on floor?
$.$
Hahaha
My planning :
Today ; study Chemistry (:
Tomorrow ; study Chemistry & Emaths.
Sunday ; study Geography & revise Chemistry.
Monday ; study Emaths & revise Geography.
Tuesday ; study Amaths.
Wednesday ; study physics & revise Amaths.
Thursay ; Revise Physics.
Friday : Cont'd my Yang Jia Jiang show :D
Laughs* I am soooo well planned ! ( :